BTW, an implied apology about the past is perfectly sufficient to me. In other words, my suboptimal past cancels out your suboptimal past and the future is literally (LITERALLY) the only thing that matters.

But nothing will change and I've pissed on that spark plug one-too-many times.

I think the truth is that I'm trying to reason with a lizard. You're not really much more than a meat-robot to me anymore. At this point.