[Rainman] The self-hatred
got it had it got it had it got it bad. And I wonder if the way I chose to deal with that (ever more grandiose grandiosity. "see, I'm not stupid!") has rubbed you the wrong way. I would imagine so.
Not to mention that I was an out-of-control, semi-feral child. I was mistreated by my dad, in a way that, for me at least, was pretty devastating. And we were like two orangoutangs trying to throw each other out of the nest. What a great way to spend a childhood.
Anyway, I'm all out of fucks to give. I just want to ride it out and have fun widit. What choice, exactly, is there?